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柔佛 - 压力之旅

2011-10-08T21:45:00.000-07:00

收到通知，本小姐我必须去柔佛一个星期！

“天啊！真的是我的噩梦啊！”

公司为了省钱，结果我必须跟其他同事一起搭车。

搭车去柔佛 =.="

“我也不能怎样！为有跟着大队咯~”

就连我要回KL的路上，也是必须跟我COO回。

“我真的是够了！而且还要跟他家人一起~”

幸好我跟他儿子很投缘。哈哈哈~

他儿子名叫陈俊伟。今年3岁。

他是这样跟我自我介绍的。可爱！

因为我们默契很好，所以他很喜欢跟我一起玩。

在要启程之前，他要我跟他一起坐。

可是他妈妈却反对！因为他需要空间来睡觉。

也因为有他，我的压力也减少了！

看看下面，他在跟妈妈谈判！

因为要跟我坐在一起。

可爱吧~

我们的合照

Say "1~ 2~ 3~"

Finally~ He send me a BIG kiss! owhh~

p/s: Never a boy like him as he know how to care about u.

Steve Jobs

2011-10-06T06:50:00.000-07:00

Because of you.. We fall in love to "Apple"

Because of you.. We change our life to be more happy

Because of you.. We able to reach friend which is far away from us

Because of you.. We love touch screen

Without you.. We are actually nothing.

Thank you for bring us so wonderful moment that we ever had!

p/s: You were always here with us cause we still holding "Apple" everyday.

没有公平过。

2011-10-03T22:20:00.000-07:00

没有经验的我，

为有靠朋友的帮忙来帮自己。

而且，我也成功了！

不过事到最后，故事也改变了！

我们努力过的一切，一瞬间就没有了。

因为我们的努力要拱手交给别人。

(不然你的薪水也给我好了!)

现在，我还要自己想办法重新做过我的部分。

因为他们要我做不一样的东西！

我的天啊！

p/s: 我又要头晕了~

Nasi Lemak 2.0

2011-09-27T23:10:00.000-07:00

Finally i manage to watch the movie before starting my journey to JB!

Hmmm~

Don't ask me about the story line cause i non stop laughing from beginning till the end.

But overall was good.

Anyway, thanks Andrew for the movie and dinner.

Oh ya~ happy to meet Kent Chan as well! He is awesome..

Beside, i like the theme song~

p/s: This is what we call "1 Malaysia" =.="

我的第二次

2011-09-26T06:03:00.000-07:00

第二次~

蛮有感觉的！

主题是：夏天。

p/s: 我也有当模特儿的料哦~ 嘻嘻！

海鲜家庭

2011-09-24T07:38:00.000-07:00

我们的认识很短暂

我们的感情很奇特

不过，我们必须谢谢她！

没有她~ 可能都没有今天的我们.

*Sotong, Siham, Udang, Scallop, Lala and Lobster*

p/s: 做自己，爱大家！要快乐哦~

DiGi Ads for Malaysia Day

2011-09-18T23:54:00.000-07:00

Thumbs up~!!

I get 12 marks~

Superb Malaysian!

p/s: I'm Malaysian.

女人啊~

2011-09-18T22:09:00.000-07:00

女人是奇怪的动物~ 我超认同的！

因为我自己也不了解我自己。

当我不是一个人的时候，却想自己创造未来。

觉得女人不应该败在男人的手里~

努力的为自己活。

当我一个人的时候，我开始害怕了！

一路以来都有人在我旁边不停的帮助我。

不管什么难关，一定有办法解决。

现在，我必须自己面对。其实真的很恐怖~

目前单身的我，要人爱也很难~

可是又害怕爱上了，心里却想自由。

p/s: 我是怎么了？

蓝色日记。

2011-09-17T01:44:00.001-07:00

花了一天的时间，终于完成！

22岁前的我！

p/s: 还有哦~

我的错

2011-09-16T19:50:00.001-07:00

人很奇怪，明明做工就有钱拿

可是我偏偏就拿苦来生！

一屁股的债！都不知道要还到几时。

有时候半夜也会忽然醒来！

为什么？太压力啦~

天啊~ 有哪份工可以让我好好的还清这些可怕的债啊？

P/s: 加油！

一年的合约

2011-09-12T20:34:00.000-07:00

今天老板叫我过去见她。

我以为是工作上的问题必须处理~

结果是告诉我，她要送我去实习两天！

这个课程不简单而且学费也很贵~

但是所有的一切都由公司来付。

所以就答应了！

一心想说，这个是难得的机会！

真的要好好的去努力一下~

因为要自己付费的话，可能都已经不想去了！

*太贵*

唯一的代价就是，必须和公司签“一年的合约”

如果毁约，就必须赔回课程的价钱！

怎么办？应该接受吗？

忽然觉得害怕起来！天啊~

一年是不长啦~ 只是害怕其间会有别的好机会而已！

p/s: 如果遇见个好老公，那么什么问题都没有啦！嘻嘻嘻嘻

还是要幸福

2011-09-08T05:19:00.000-07:00

这几天都过得怪怪的~

感觉周围的环境很不健康！

为什么呢？

外来听了不少的奇怪故事

应该相信吗？

跟我有关吗？

能够解决吗？

我都不知道！随便吧~

脸上的笑容很灿烂，不代表我真的快乐~

心里面的寂寞有谁了解呢？

一直埋在心里头~ 有时候真的很难受。

一直想~ 一直想~

我是做什么了？心里没有平静过。

需要一个超大的拥抱还是努力的坚持下去呢？

老实说，我不知道！真的。

害怕的东西没有平复过~ 为什么会这样呢？

日子还是要过~ 唯有告诉自己，

“还是要幸福！”

p/s: 只要相信，一定做到！

我相信你

2011-08-31T22:52:00.000-07:00

Amy Winehouse

2011-07-23T23:04:00.000-07:00

She dead at 27~!!

p/s: Love yourself =)

Last

2011-07-08T19:29:00.000-07:00

1 years and 10 months

Empty to Full

Children to Mature mind

I used to cry

I used to be rude

I used to mad

I used to smile like a kids

I used to naughty like a baby

I used to gossip around

Well~ many things had happen in this BIG GREEN building..

Now its time for me to move forward with no reason~

There are many more @ Facebook~

http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.2052877036160.2117846.1071540724

p/s: I'm gonna miss this bunch of HUMAN

倒数

2011-07-02T18:22:00.000-07:00

过着倒数的日子是最开心也是最难过的！

开心是因为你将停止目前的工作然后开始新的事业。

最难过的是你即将离开了跟你合作很久伙伴。

p/s: 还有两天！！

模糊

2011-06-23T07:05:00.000-07:00

站在大厅，在看看外面的天气和没有听过的车子

他们都很繁忙和很复杂！

其实我也不是过得很好

我的心情跟命运都没有好过哦~

眼泪一直流，一直哭！

为什么我会变成这样呢？

只要跟我坦白, 我会接受的.

p/s: 对不起

那个“臭男人”

2011-06-21T13:17:00.000-07:00

最近不知道为什么，

可能有些多余的时间吧！

看回以前的某些照片~

原来我跟我家的臭男人合照还蛮多的！

看看下面吧！！！

别人都喜欢扮可爱~我也要！

塞车！！！隔壁的都快睡着了~重点是，不是他驾车。

我们超爱“韩国”餐

都不认识~所以我们只好自己玩。

这样看起来我比较瘦啦！

p/s: 我们的友情，你是想象不到的！

没有什么是不可能的！

2011-06-16T06:57:00.000-07:00

p/s: 只要肯努力，没有什么是不可能的！我佩服这位小妹啊~

没那么简单

2011-06-15T06:40:00.000-07:00

p/s: 就是这样，我们开始了！

救我~教我！

2011-06-11T06:08:00.000-07:00

不知不觉我眼泪就这样掉了下来

我真的面临钱的问题太大了！！

好辛苦哦~ 为什么就是联络不到你啊！

难道就没有人可以让我诉诉苦吗？

外面的世界太可怕了！！

我一个小女人根本就无法撑下来！

麻烦大家帮帮我好吗？

p/s: 我开始挨不过来了！

不安了

2011-06-10T07:03:00.000-07:00

压力

问题

烦恼

担心

紧张

一起来

告诉我路该怎么走

我会了解的。

保持沉默是解决不了问题

坦白告诉我会来的快。

怎样都好，我的命从来都没有好过！

p/s: 女强人不好当。

又怎样！！！？？

2011-06-01T19:44:00.000-07:00

哈啰~哈罗~哈罗！

是的~是的~是的！

我知道~我知道~我知道！

对啦~本小姐的部落格

不出名

不香

不特别

不出奇

同时也不会有人来光临。

我朋友都告诉我，因为他们懒得阅读。。所以根本不会来光临！

不过没关系啦！这样的话，我可以不断的写一些自己想要表达的东西！

同时也不会有人管跟批评！多好啊~

p/s: 在穷也要好好过！

不用那么多！真的。

2011-05-27T06:22:00.000-07:00

术语说：“在家靠父母，出外靠朋友”

~我认同~

这里很大！人很多！好的坏的~通通有。

可是要遇到可以相信的人却少之又少！

一路来，我的朋友不多。来来去去都是那几个！

惨的是，全部都是 “男生”

当然也有幸运的时候啦~

也就是认识了他们！

文字难解释~ 就用照片吧！

p/s: 他们都很照顾我这个“妹妹”

~我很真的肥到！！！~ ><"

白色里的烟花

2011-05-27T06:13:00.000-07:00

我辞职了！

不知不觉时间就这样的过去了两年。很快吧？

本小姐已经可以称为“SENIOR” 了~ 太搞笑了！

其实要说长不长，要说短也不短啦~

经历过了很多快乐和伤心的事。也算是个很不错的经验啦！

人。是要往前看！

机会来了，就不要放弃~

大家为本小姐我加油吧！

p/s: 很美吧？它是可以吃的哦！

只有新加坡才有啦~

回来咯！

2011-05-11T01:42:00.000-07:00

好久没有出现咯！大家好吗？

我的日子好平凡哦~

烦的东西就像一个大人酱。

最近身边的朋友都有感情的问题哦！

有开心的，也有白痴的，伤心的都有~

我不知道啦, 为什么大家都陷入爱情的谷里？

有人爱会比较开心吗？

有人爱就不寂寞吗？

有人爱就什么都可以忘记吗？

好多疑问哦~

爱情的影响力好强哦！

就连朋友都可以放在一边或者事业。

我也有过一段很美好的感情。是真的故事啦！

由于发生了很多事情结果我们结束了~

之后，我开始变得很不一样！

开始更了解自己~ 没想到原来世界那么大！

就是死在没有钱去看看世界。。

p/s: 人生不一定要靠别人！虽然我有靠别人，但是是短暂的！

我每天都在为自己努力~ 一定可以改变一切！加油啦~

二月

2011-03-01T00:33:00.000-08:00

新年在二月份。
大家都很开心的去迎接新年的来临！
刚开始的二月，我过得很开心！感觉样样都很好。
就连家庭，感情和朋友都过得很顺利。开心得让我不想结束他。

二月中。
问题开始样样朝着我而来。
一心以为可以真的顺顺利利的去度过，结果我还是要去面对！
1。金钱的问题
2。兰桃花。搞到我的情绪都很不稳定。
3。事业。很努力的去拼，结果还是失败。
4。手机坏掉了！要跟朋友联络也是一个问题！
5。我最要好的飞机师朋友不能在来马了！

为什么都这样啊？所有的一切都从我身边消失。
当一切消失后，我才知道我原来什么都不是。什么都没有。

二月尾。
努力的想把一切变回原型。结果还是失败了！
发烧不停的我。因为讨厌吃药和看医生，结果变严重了。

P/s: 寂寞寂寞就好。

蓝锦甜

2011-02-03T18:02:00.000-08:00

从小到大

她都长得很可爱，很甜美

人人都喜欢她！因为嘴巴也很甜~

“老人最喜欢嘴巴甜的人”

上了中学之后, 开始变坏了！

乱爱啊~

吸烟啊~

喝酒啊~

不回家啊~

没礼貌啊~

只要你想到坏的，她就有份啦！

恋爱也面对了很多挫折。

也因为这样，她生活也变得很复杂！

一直到她认识了他！

也这样就有了今天。

1。（左）男方家人（右）女方家人

2。开始注册（minta IC )

3. 注册会场=）

p/s: 新婚快乐！已经是人家的老婆咯~

30th night

2011-02-01T23:05:00.000-08:00

~Holiday~ Holiday~ Holiday~

Well~ nothing much special from me anyway!
Relax, Sleeping and ask those aunt and uncle question~

Killing my time now at my grandmama house!!
They look just so busy by walking here and there~
*I have no idea what's going on!!*

Sorry human, i'm just too lazy to move my ass out the chair!
Opps~ its impossible for me to touch those dirty furniture too~

SPOTTED: There are some picture were i was on processing my 2nd tattoo!

p/s: Happy Rabbit Chinese New Year!! Peeps~

警察局

2011-01-26T02:06:00.000-08:00

开开心心的吃午餐

惊惊晃晃的去上班

要学会保护自己哦~ 大家

p/s: I'm really afraid!

都乱了

2011-01-05T06:57:00.000-08:00

新的一年里

我的开始还是一个“乱”

我讨厌复杂

我讨厌生气

我讨厌吵架

我讨厌我不是我自己

我变成什么了？

自私。。自私。。自私！！

我可以一个人背着背包走天下吗？

我需要意见啊！

2010-12-28T07:12:00.001-08:00

天啊～

我的脸是越来越惨了！

怎么办？？

我的脸全都黑头和白头

因为每天都在化妆，而且又洗不干净

所以我的脸都变得很红海有很多一粒一粒的豆豆！！！

一心想说去美容院洗脸会比较好一点

但是，结果是更惨啊！

怎么办啊？！

我要在最短时间里面把都都变不见！！！

快来救救我啊～

也太骄傲了吧~

2010-12-28T01:51:00.000-08:00

她来我饭店住！

刚开始我真的很紧张~

因为她是我的偶像。

我爱她的音乐

可是~ 也太骄傲了吧！

大家都很期待着她的来领

但是她给我们的回应是冷淡。

==”

问

2010-12-25T21:53:00.000-08:00

我要什么？钱！
除了钱，我还可以要什么？
你可以告诉我吗？

谢谢～

不喜欢啦。

2010-11-27T03:39:00.000-08:00

刚刚偷看了下个月的时间表。
发现了我的时间又是下午班！
天啊！天啊！天啊！
我不要，不要就是不要。

大家，我还很年轻。我要玩乐。
谁可以给我？还我时间。

对不起也要说了。RESIGN.

刘伟

2010-11-24T10:00:00.000-08:00

看了一个影片

“刘伟”

在一次的意外，他失去了双手

他很年轻，很有才艺

也同时拥有自己想要的未来

还有梦想。

很坚持的他

参加了才艺表演

无料，评判员都掉下了眼泪

因为他的努力

学会了使用双脚来弹钢琴

美妙的音乐就这样在舞台上

灿烂的散发在人心

不得不佩服他

抱着毅力，一直相信自己

努力的走出他要的未来

“刘伟”，你是我学习的目标！

你的下一站是？

2010-11-15T02:18:00.000-08:00

我的下一步是什么站呢？

你知道吗？

最近的我爱上了阅读。

感觉好有文化哦~

哈哈

其实都是一些阅读人心的书啊！

我们不知道明天的事。

却很冒险的活下来。

*是不是很伟大呢？*

我们都为过自己的要的未来打拼

偏偏就是看不到美好的将来，唯有模糊的路

这告诉了我们，未来路不简单啊~

就是爱上她了

2010-10-12T02:06:00.000-07:00

*To Hebe 个人专辑*

听了不少的音乐和专辑，

发现了她的唱法很自我风格。

同时她也告诉了我，

做人不要管别人是如何批评你

或是要你如何做人。

因为你就是你

不需要去在乎别人喜不喜欢

只要是属于你自己就好。

在怎么改变都是骗不了什么。

因为我们不是小丑。

P/s: 朋友，活在当下吧！

你的世界精彩吗？

2010-10-12T01:51:00.000-07:00

很想知道你的世界是如何的？

美吗？精彩吗？

重要的是~ 你快乐吗？

我的世界其实很平凡

年经的世界应该要快乐~ 痛快的过

但是我选择寂寞的过。

天空很大很大

一眼都看不完，感觉不到天空的宽度。

可能我的空气开始在变小了

呼吸不到井盖呼吸的气息。

问自己：我疯了吗？

寂寞寂寞

2010-10-12T01:38:00.000-07:00

寂寞的时候，再看看活在狭小的空间里

不停问自己，日子真的就是要这样过吗？

寂寞寂寞~就好。真的

Never happen in my life :)

2010-09-28T21:45:00.000-07:00

Planning to go ikea for some furniture shopping.
Due to my car current situation was not in a very good condition
So, I start my train journey again..

I'm my mine, the station that I have drop down was not that far as I think..
Who knows.. It take me 19 station to reach!!!
My godness.. This thing never happen in my life before..

Well.. Its a good experience :)

Too much stranger faces in front,beside and opposite me!!
Not even know where my eye suppose to look at..

Just dare to look down n listen to my iphone..

Take care.. <3

Soo Bin House

2010-09-22T00:47:00.000-07:00

Again.. Suppose to swim to today
But the weather was too good and non stop raining!!
Well.. End up sleeping at ah bin house until dinner time.

Today is mooncake festival.. No lantern no mooncake..
Its just a normal day for me although I'm off..

Soo bin house was quite nice actually...
Very very high.. Have the nice view of mountain..
Weather is great.. But a bit far from town..

Anyway, happy moon cake festival to everyone of you.

Today

2010-09-17T01:52:00.000-07:00

The finally off day for me after working 8days. Suppose to go swimming and coffee but due to the wheather was too good so end up I preferred to stick to my bed for the whole day. Laziness kill everything from me. But anyway, going to take train and drop by certain area which I don't know and explore.. It might be fun without driving. :) happy day to me then. :D

只要你开心...

2010-09-14T05:38:00.000-07:00

很白痴的我，一直游荡在饭店的大厅。
在不忙的时候，头脑的操作能力很强。
担心一些有的没的！

一切的一切都开始在改变了。

我应该怎样呢？

Addicted

2010-09-07T20:38:00.000-07:00

Well~well~well..
life was boring.. i agree sumtimes

working working working
sleeping sleeping sleeping

nothing much changes in my life actually
but there are one "things" that actually make me addicted to it

~Twilight~

At 1st i was confusing why people was addicted to twilight..
wait for the season of movie to release.. and so on..

ok~ i watch the Twilight, New Moon and Eclipse..
hmmm.. the story was interesting..

And now.. i started to read the Novel.. its was amazing~!!
its more details compare to the movie we watch.. Of course..

Simple life was the great..
Having a cup of coffee, lying on the bed with books.."PERFECT"

To be frank, i hate the current environment
it make me sick sometimes
getting tired.. sleepy..
the passion that i used to have was just left me without saying goodbye

~WHATEVER~

I fight for myself and the future
Will rock the world one day
*wink*

八月份的心情

2010-08-15T04:18:00.000-07:00

目前的心情好像跟天气一样

时好时坏的

不停告诉自己，这个八月我一定会过的闷。

走在无人的街道，吹着冷冷的风

抬头看看天空，寂寞无上限。

真的很讨厌一个人的感觉

不过又不想被绑住

有时候还真的不知道自己要的是什么。

晴天的时候，就会觉得自己不是那么容易被打倒。

阴天的时候，就一直很想把自己杀死。

p/s: 做人不要那么阴暗，不要那么心机。太厉害暗算的人，到最后辛苦的还是自己。

MELAKA

2010-07-23T05:05:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...

its just a bit too late to share about this story but i still have to share as well..

muahahhahahah

MELAKA... i rock the state..

the trip was just a bit too rush

i seldom walk and run this day cause i got car

due to my housemate was used to walk and run

so i forced to run and walk the whole to catch up the bus to MELAKA

oh well..its fun actually.. hehe

Joe Yu..my housemate..

he bring to those tourism spot but end up bad things happen

my converse shoe that follow me for 6years..

finally been stolen by a stranger..

i forced to walk at the broadway without SHOE..

*can u imagine?*

anyway.. hard to explain my happiness thru word

let the picture tell you the story ^_^

http://www.facebook.comSp4r0w?ref=ts#!/album.php?aid=191729&id=503644157&ref=mf

Sky bar

2010-07-17T09:25:00.000-07:00

Oh well.. MC today
The first time I'm suffering from the pain of stomach
When for clinic to check what's going on on myself..

Who knows.. Blood when in to my lovely stomach and cause me suffering the pain..

Whatever.. I'm getting better now.. :)
by the way, I had skip the busying reception today.. Wuhoo..

Drinking apple juice at sky bar.. Can u believe? Hahahaha..
^_^

Twilight : Eclipse

2010-07-09T09:15:00.001-07:00

Everyone was awaiting this day to come

They non stop gossiping about the story even during work time

almost every part of the scene

they manage to explain in details

*clap hand~clap hand*

They crazy for the movie..they just love it.

Its hard to believe..

by the way i had watch the Twilight : Eclipse

It make me confused from the beginning until the end of the story

* pity my girl friend that she need to explain everything to me*

Can you imagine? I did not watch the first version..

I have totally no idea about the story line and everything..

what i know about the twilight was vampire and human love story

Also, Edward and Bella. Thats what i know.. =="

Anyway, its a nice movie to watch. ^_^

uKimono

2010-07-08T03:37:00.000-07:00

越来越肥了！天啊~

搬家之后，一心以为可以省一省。

省吃省用的。。结果是越来越丰收

还真的是肥到一个不行啊！

我朋友介绍了我 uKimono 这个产品

只要是S.H.E 的歌迷都会知道这个产品吧！

是瘦身机器哦~

重点是。。我买了

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

我知道~我知道~

是很浪费钱

不过我也只不过花了一点钱就可以一次过买两个

一大，一小 ^_^

其实也蛮值得的啦！

哎呀~管他的，只要能瘦下来什么都没问题

我的瘦身计划开始啦~

Career

2010-07-04T19:57:00.000-07:00

To be frank.. I'm searching a better career
And moving my ass out from my current job..
My salary now was like SHIT!!! Hello..

Think I can really survive with the little salary??
I'm been working there for almost one year but nothing increase!!!
Have to work like hell.. Get scold all the time..

This is enough for me..

I'm sorry to say.. I'm going to leave soon

Promise to myself

2010-06-30T18:22:00.000-07:00

Never lie to others

Never break the promise to myself

Cause i did it.. i face it.. they complete

just for this...only me

this is not the complete tattoo

han zhi was the one who spend the 4hours with me

*wink*

Needed

2010-06-25T08:21:00.000-07:00

My life is getting complicated

*Everyone agreed*

Whatever

All i need now was just..

1. Mocha

2.Sleep

3.Eat

Thats all~

Word

2010-06-13T20:35:00.000-07:00

before you start a conversation or writing a letter

you might need to think first...

what to write?

what is the main point?

reason?

what kind of word that you need to use?

what type of language?

and bla bla bla~

when you accidentally wrongly used the word

people will hate you or maybe put a damn on you

if you are smart on playing around the word

people will then look you on the another way round

p/s:It maybe just a normal verb

but one day it might change the whole world

who know?

生活

2010-05-27T21:36:00.000-07:00

我承认我的自私是越来越强了

完完全全没有想过以往的日子和时光

目前看到的，也是现在的快乐

自私的形态竟然战胜过所有一切

我不能否定我想一个人过活

自由自在飞翔，不需像任何人交代

我就是想要这样的日子

不过不是每个人都可以过得那么轻松

每当聊到钱的问题~ 所有的烦恼通通一起来！

这是我最讨厌也无法避免的问题。

想了又想~ 不懂要工作多少年才能完完全全靠自己

养活自己，把所有的债都还完！！

一辆车都养到要死了！！讨厌

更何况我还有其他的债等着我去还~

天啊~我还那么年轻。。日子就过得那么的辛苦

p/s: 我不想在靠任何人过活！！可以吗？

choose

2010-05-24T05:24:00.000-07:00

always facing the problem of choosing something

i admit Libra totally cannot accept things which is unbalance

i'm one of the Libra group..

i look just so good in front of everyone

cause i prefer to pretend instead of showing off to everyone

"my style~ what to do"

keep everything just for myself to think~think~think.. (non-stop)

Hmmmmm~ what to do now??

confused..confused..confused..

i should quit the game..although its hard i know

if everything will be fine and happy ending..

i can be the one to suffer.. cause i'm get used to it..

nothing much different

hard to breathe..hard to smile naturally

hard to talk.. hard to release~

prefer maintain instead of change

p/s: i have no idea what i'm thinking

一整晚

2010-05-12T20:36:00.000-07:00

听了你一整晚对我的评语

我真的觉得我的改变让你觉得不舒服

很乱~很乱~真的很乱

或许我真的学会冷静的去面对一些事情

变得我不知如何去说出口

有时候我会不停的问自己。。

“到底我为何可以跟你在一起那么久？”。。

是为了你的钱吗？（因为你真的帮了我很多很多）

~我知道你不是这样想~

可是回想以前~我们还真的度过不少快乐的时光

这也是原因之一啦~

老实说。。我真的不承跟一个人交往那么久

你是我的第一个。。

我承认时间长了。。

自然而然我会觉得只要心里有对方就好了.

可是你不能~ 我已经改变了。。

又要改回的话~或许真的有点难。。

不过我会试！我真的会~

我选择搬出去~是因为我想要度过一些自己过活的日子

我真的想知道。。凭着自己的薪水到底能不能活

我真的不想太依赖你和你的家人~

就是有你~我要什么你都会给

就是有你~我会觉得不管有什么钱的问题，你都会帮我

就是有你~我会一直不断的乱花钱

就是有你~我学不会存钱

真的是太依赖了

不可以！！真的不可以！！！这已经是太过分了。。

真的不可以在这样下去了~

~我要知道没有你的日子，会是怎样的~

^______^

请停止

2010-05-09T19:56:00.000-07:00

真的够了~

我真的不想在一直这样下去。

我觉得开口说出来会照成大家的误会与不了解

选择写出来也只为了让自己学会如何面对

如果大家有主意到的话

应该可以看到有几封写作已经被我删除了。

学会看开是一件好事

学会成长是然自己懂得如何跟外界的人来往

希望你能明白。

its enough

2010-05-09T09:54:00.000-07:00

Its enough~ I just want to be alone

Just Alone..please..

Jalan~Jalan

2010-04-20T20:34:00.000-07:00

I've been to Kuala Lumpur for more then half years already

but i seldom go walk around the city

my life here was like..working then go back home

*what a great life*

but yesterday~i when out with friend and he go bring me to those place

where i never heard those name before..like Mont Kiara and Hartamas

seriously..i really dont know what's place is that~ahhhahahahah~

Mont Kiara and Hartamas was really really a huge city

lots of condo..can see the view of KLCC and near KL town as well..

*SO GREAT*

Beside, after i came to KL..

i no longer makan the melay food anymore..

cause its hard to find at KL..seriously..

BUT BUT BUT~i makan yesterday~

*eeermmmm..sedap-Nya*

~please bring me go jalan-jalan again~

complicated

2010-04-15T04:05:00.000-07:00

you will never know how complicated we are

keep bring myself to the world of imagination

dreaming..thinking..wondering

will always the sweet memory in my life

what if everything just leave and never come back to you anymore!

can you still stay happily??

seriously i will not happy...

*my belly piercing*

sometimes..i prefer to survive alone in this world

i rather suffer all the time instead of depend on others

~true~

a picture cannot really talk

at least can express my thinking

the picture look empty

but with meaning

get INK

2010-04-13T18:40:00.000-07:00

I've been telling everyone that i'm going to get myself INK again

but i fail to do so..cause i still got no idea what to tattoo..

Non stop thinking~thinking~thinking~

**I want to have color tattoo**

here come the idea..

*tah~dah*

~cherry blossom~

draw by myself!!

I'm going to ask the price and get myself INK again..wuhoo

p/s: i was in love the feeling of pain

RUSH + TIRED

2010-04-10T21:19:00.000-07:00

you never know..last minute plan wasn't a good way

very last minute..we book the air ticket back to penang

*expensive gila*

my duty roster have to do the adjustment just to catch up the flight

*tired gila*

work back to back shift

*rush like hell*

when we arriving KLIA

the flight delay for ONE HOUR plus~

~AAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH~

headache~boring~iphone no battery

..shit..shit..shit..

i really speechless..

freaking tired and rush but end up have to wait for so SO SO LONG~

finally reach PENANG..

they all said cannot come to airport to fetch US..

*damn angry man!!*

we forced to paid RM125 just to back my grandma kampung

*iiiissssshhhh....i will never ever help them again*

Reach my grandma kampung..almost 9pm..

my grandma was really really in the bad condition..

i can feel it~ i never see her sick until like that..

its hard to explain..really!! just a sudden i'm afraid..worried

~just pray hard for her~

p/s: we will never forget those moment that we used to have

NO~NO~NO~NO!!!

2010-04-07T01:55:00.000-07:00

my one and only dream

awaiting for few years

finally been selected to the final

but yet the result that you received was not the one you wish~

at first i cant really understand how ah teng feels..

she keep telling me that she cant accept the result that she get~

i was keep saying to her that "just get yourself to try again~!!"

in fact, when things happen on your side..

you will have another thinking already!

like~plan to give up..

maybe its no a very good solution..

but yet.. all the mood that you used to have was gone with the wind~

something its easy for you to said~"start over"

but the person who are going to try will have different feeling and thinking

when you received the full support from all your best friend

end up you return them with nothing

i felt just so so SO SORRY to them

~conclusion~

maybe i am not belong to the airport

p/s: my dream will never ever come true

Instax 的魅力

2010-04-05T07:22:00.000-07:00

这部相机真的带来很多很多的快乐

我们什么都不能别人好~

但是我们就是要过得比别人开心

爱买就买~爱花就花

~永远的好友~

will you?

2010-04-04T02:08:00.000-07:00

everybody was leaving "one by one"

its like gone with the wind

my besties ~

1.Charisse = Her contract had finish and she choose to leave instead of continue her contract

2.Vanessa = Plan to go back Kuantan due to the parents was worried too much

3.Samantha = She used to cheer me up and help me to make decision when i confused

4. Jessie Chong = She teach me how to take care myself and i love to gossip with her about anything

5.Gayathri = Nothing much but i love the way she smile..*cheers!*

6.Adrianne = We talk everything..SEX...pregnant..talk bad about people~ahahaha

7.Michelle Ng = She will give me a lot of suggestion if i was confusing of making a decision

Sooner and later..i could said..

Charlotte..me...hakimi..tomomi & etc...will choose to leave as well~

*its true..no kidding*

p/s: what if i choose to leave as well, will you worried about me?

那一天

2010-04-02T05:19:00.000-07:00

我知道啦。。是迟了一些
不过那段时刻。。永远都保留着在我们的心理。

上个星期一。。我们三个一起放假哦~真是开心倒要死。。。哈哈哈哈
我们一起约在Sungai Wang..Green Box唱K。。^_^

我们大声唱。。大声的喊~
不管声音好不好听。。最重要的是把我们的心情唱出来。。
“这才是重点”

阿teng呀。。还唱到哭呢~！！
想想看。。我们有多么的压力~

正确的发泄是正常的~
终比把全部收起来的好啊~

这就是我们~爱做什么就去做！

Addicted

2010-04-02T03:19:00.000-07:00

seriously~i'm addicted to this Polaroid camera

*just bought one for myself*...wink >_<

-EnD-

又开始了

2010-03-25T18:50:00.004-07:00

现在的心情真的是差到极点~

感觉像在等成绩一样。。每天都睡不好

心跳很快很快。。我真的很辛苦！

我的耐心真的很弱。。而且我无法战胜自己的心魔

每次听到别人已经得到或是受到超满意的答案的时刻~

我真想把自己现场杀死！！！因为每次我都是最后一个知道答案的。。

而且每一次的答案都不是自己一直蒙昧以求的。。

这真的是太不公平了~难道想要拥有成功的事业也有错吗？

看了我朋友的facebook。。他们全部都已经在上班了！！

穿着自己一直很想要穿的制服。。。

过着自己一直很想要的生活。。。

领着自己一直很想要的薪水。。。

去着自己一直很想要去的国家。。。

~Haiz~

几时才可以轮到我呢？

p/s: 我真的太想飞了。。

-END-

想

2010-03-22T20:08:00.000-07:00

人啊。。就是这样

有空的时候就是很爱想一些有的没的。。

是好，是坏都要想一餐。

我的心一直都很痛很痛。。

在一家饭店工作已经半年以上了。。工钱还是少到吓死人！

这根本对我不公平啊。。我又不是没有努力工作~

生病到要死都去上班。。我真的~真的~无话可说了

老实说。。我一直都很想准备resign letter。。

可是我真的完全没有把握可以真正的拿到自己一直蒙昧以求得工作。。

虽说自己已经冲过了自己也无法相信的阶段。。

不够我朋友说他们顶多只会拿20%的人而已。。

你说你说。。这是我第一次应诊。。你们觉得我会那么幸运吗？

通常这种机会都不会轮到我~！！不过，有了那么多人的祝福。。希望成绩会是好的！

真是不好意思。。我所谓的应诊是空姐啦。。

我还真是一个很爱胡思乱想的人。。

人家都已经告诉我。。无论被选还是没有。。

都会跟我们联络的。。“但是人家还是希望可以马上知道”

然后马上resign。。不用烦那么多~！！那该多好呢！！

我现在什么都不求。。只求可以拿到这份工。。

然后帮妈妈还债。。让妈妈过一些比较快乐的日子。。

我真的不想让妈妈独自面对所有的困难。。真的！

天啊~求求你了。。不要再让我一次一次的失望。。

好吗？

台湾

2010-03-06T08:46:00.000-08:00

新年咯~

大家都很期待这一天的到来

老实说。。我也是啦！

我朋友全都回家乡去了。。为有我还在上班！

在没办法之下。。我妈只好来KL找我~

我姐也无法回家。。所以我们就一起在这里庆祝啦。。

好啦~回到正题。。台湾！

初三我将从KL出发到台北。。

好开心哦~我一直都很想去台湾。。终于让我去到了！！哈哈~

程达飞机只需4小时~抵达之后。。天气超冷。而且不停的下着雨。。T_T

台湾真的很大很大~美食超多超多的！！

应该说去到那里都有美食啊！！根本不怕饿死。。^^

还有~还有~他们的衣服超美超便宜的！！

可惜。。全都是冬天衣服~一件都不能买 =="

我说那么多你们也无法了解我的快乐。就让照片告诉你们吧~

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2048987&id=1071540724

~希望你们也可以跟我一样开心~

how to start?

2010-01-03T05:54:00.000-08:00

1st..Happy New Year people~!!

*****************************************

I am so confused this few days

Suddenly felt like i am such a useless human in this world~

I am trying to plan for my 2nd business

wish to earn more income instead of remain the same

without any improve

there will always a question occur in my mind when

i was worried about my future~

**why those people can be come so rich?**

**what business that they are actually doing?**

Haiz~i really started to thinking what to do for my 2nd job..

~any suggestion??~

everything i did is "WRONG"

2009-12-31T05:40:00.000-08:00

a very new year is coming so so soon..

everyone was wishing their friend to have a very new year

they do started to plan on where to go..what to do.. where to celebrate

but i am still remain the same as i more prefer to stay @ home instead..

a new year come a new life new ME

but yet..i dont think everything around me will change

cause people trying to put my face down

always put me in a very hard/shame situation

e.g: Operator highlighted on me that i never greet when i received call from outside!!!!!!

they mentioned that i always said "hello" instead of "Good Morning, This is Jessie. How may i assist you?"

**pls ppl.FYI:.i do greet in a very proper way.

i say hello is because the guest did not answer!!!

of course i will say hello~!!!you stupid kah?

i know you will gv me another explaination, but do u confirmed u guys never say hello b4?? what if the guest say hello to u?

what r u suppose to answer?

"hello" sir,is thr anything i can help?? still hello is apply!!!**

FINE!!! People~whatever i do is all wrong~!!

Nothing is correct..even my emotions will also bring misunderstand by others

Seriously..i'm tired~i can even felt like no mood to working

as i still have to face those ppl i hate

why i will have such a bad feeling?

why "KL" ppl are so meant?

why cant they just be friendly a bit?

izit so hard for them to do so?

izit because i'm zero experience and the have the right to treat me like an animal??

why they can covered up their mistake but i cant although i knw the solution?

"IS IT FAIR ENOUGH FOR ME?"

you might think that i too care on certain issue..

but yet..i'm trying not to involve on the "GROUP"

as i just want to work and get my salary..thts it!

but they wont let me live peacefully~

~Happy New Year~

Fresh

2009-12-20T07:04:00.000-08:00

scream

laugh

voice out to everyone

show to everybody

prove to those who look down on ME..

AND now~

i change..i change..i really CHANGE~!!!!!

i believe we make mistake everyday or maybe few days after..

so what?? at least we know whats going on and we know how to avoid instead

i really feel so proud of myself as NOWADAYS..everyone know who i am!!!

they hate me..i hate them

they love me..i love them

life is as simple as no reason~!!!

live for it..babeh~~

i wave my hand to her

i know she will going to miss so so much

as we stay together for almost more than 5 years

they told me that without her i will look ugly

BUT i prove them wrong!!!!!!

this is ME..now

~short hair~

~cheer!!~

F.C.U.K

2009-12-10T04:59:00.000-08:00

such a long time i never touch my bloggie d..

BUT now..today...this moment..I HAVE TOO~

OK~people here come the story!

***********************************************

i was off shift already

me n charisse plan to go eat @ pavilion

while we walking to the lift...

i told charisse that i want go IRD awhile

the purpose i go thr is jz to talk n enjoy wif them only..

so i oso purposely said :"can i hv chocolate??.."

but i knw if hv they will gv it to me..

so i keep it joking wif them..

when i wana walk out..they do bring out a big box

from the ice box!!!!

at 1st i told is a wine inside but NO..its chocolate

so they asked me to take it!!

of course i take..but who know

cheif David "im sorry to said tht"

he saw the IRD staff gv me chocolate

and he go n inform my BIG manager and

started to create his grandmother fucker story!!!!!!!!!

Dear Chief David,

Just to informed u that..this is NOT a good way for u to gain anything!!

if u feel proud of doing tht then u can jz go ahead~

but STOP creating your

grandmother fucker story as no one will actually believe it!!

Cz we're not stupid like "U".

How old are u d..still do all those childish stuff..

please la..take ur time n go hell relax la..

"now i know..why the whole hotel staff HATE U..!!"

*I am not that kind of girl that U think!*

***************************************************

anyway..i get a very good lesson from U..

appreciated!!

p/s: I am so sorry tht i talk so rude to someone

but seriously i cant take it anymore!!

a farewell party for him~

2009-11-22T10:34:00.000-08:00

Sri ~ Sri ~ Sri ~
this is the way that i used to call him~
he is a bellman at prince hotel
also he spend almost 7 years in this hotel~
but now he plan to say goodbye to us
as he found a better future for himself

let's the picture to show you the farewell party!!

he is "Sri"

PreparingThe food

Fron office ladies team

Front office guy team

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No matter how far you go~
we will miss you still!

Something that i forgotten to share

2009-11-15T23:11:00.001-08:00

a present from Tomomi Matsuyama

His car are waiting to wash

a trade mark of mine

Waiting

we love that

prince suit

Nothing much

2009-11-15T06:18:00.000-08:00

a day spend with him~we "LOVE" it~<3"Please dont take me home. I belong to the ice cream"
Done by ME!!
Nothing to share~

^_________^

can i?

2009-11-02T17:02:00.000-08:00

can i just quit without permission?
can i just walk away without telling anyone?
can i hate myself of being so dumb?
can i cry out lough in front of everyone?
can i be a fast learner instead of slow?

those question always come out from my mind
when the first day i start working~~!!!
i realize that people trying to aspect on a very high situation on me
should said..they aspect me as a fast learner
but yet im not..
i prefer to be a slow learner cause i want to learn each of the details..
understand more..know more and bla bla bla..

there's a question always inside my heart..
why am i so stupid..so dumb..so bastard?
how come i cannot be more smarter than others??
GOD..could you treat me in fair situation?
i do hope there will be no more question mark in my brain..
PLEASE..i beg u

T___T

October

2009-11-02T16:32:00.000-08:00

something to share that happen on October

1. My birthday
- My baby, my manager and my GSO team they all celebrate birthday with me..
thank you so much...it was a sweet memory..

2. A day out with her
- From the 1st day we knew each other..we started to plan for hang out together..
like shopping..chit chat..and bla bla bla..
She is Charlotte Lim G' Teng..we take train to China town eat breakfast
then go back Pavilion for shopping & walk walk..

3. Supper
- i was on afternoon shift..after finish working we all are so freaking hungry
so cherisse, michelle and tomomi plan to go supper @ jalan alor there..
they come and ask me to join..then my manager as well..
we having so much fun on that night~!!! ^^

Nite shift

2009-10-18T09:52:00.000-07:00

I just finish my night shift TODAY~!!
ermm...i should be very happy.."suppose"
but when i reach home..i realize SOMETHING

I check in a guest~..but i dint saw that her friend was a sharer
so i just get one person details ONLY..
but after that i also check in her friend as well
i had done everthing..like collect deposit..
routed to the person that i collect deposit..
post traces about the sharer.."ask the team to help me get the sharer details ALL"

BUT~BUT~BUT~
after i check in everything done..all update bla bla bla bla...
i put at the LOU tray there..
then the time past..and we exchange shift soon..
i though the reg. card is already check..
so i put in the bucket~!!..
i realize that..if reg card had been check must be fold
but my reg card no fold..
SO..i takut anything will happen to ME~~!!!

how la..very worry now..
suddenly felt like want to cry..
T_______________________T

*haiz~why i always do mistake?*

-hate myself NOW-
*just leave me alone*

GSO

2009-10-10T22:07:00.000-07:00

i add my manger Rachael Yap @ my facebook
she got our picture with uniform in the facebook
so i quickly grap it from her..~haha^_^

from left : Izral, Tomomi (japanese), Hakimi & Me
Sit down : Suzie

they are all my senior~!!
maybe sometimes they scold me..laugh at me or bla bla bla bla~
but yet..they do care of me sometimes~!!

my work is harder than a normal stuff
yet i have to been a fast learner instead~
*happy working*

orientation week @ prince

2009-10-03T19:38:00.000-07:00

Oct 1~2 & 3this 3 days
was my orientation @ prince hotel

at 1st i though the orientation might be damn boring
and YES is boring~!! =="

the purpose for this orientation is for those staff
that haven't know the hotel facility and bla bla bla...
OK~i've been working at this hotel for nearly one month~!!
as i am a GSO (guest service officer)..
it is a must for me to remember all the facility..price..and etc
on the 1st week of my working day!!..damn it!
so i know almost the whole hotel d..
alright..i have to accept my faith anyway~!!

come back to my orientation~
there are lots of new staff..some are internship here~!!

here WE are~!!..new born baby to prince hotel & residence KL

MY group

ermm~my group pic is not with me!! haha~but this is our cellphone!!
*happy~happy~happy*

me & my Vanessa

*happy working~friend*

Current Life

2009-09-22T07:13:00.000-07:00

i was stop uploading blog for don't know how long..
cause i was working..haiz~

currently i was working at Prince Hotel
located at Kuala Lumpur
behind the pavilion..

this is the 5 star hotel .. ^^
my post was a Guest Service Officer (GSO)
seriously i know nothing about hotel..

actually i was applying guest service assistant (GSA)
GSA is working at the reception
help the guest to check in and out and bla bla bla bla~~

my post GSO was one level higher than GSA
of course my paid is more..hehe^^
also..i need to work harder than others..aiks

oh ya..i LOVE my uniform..
GSA-> wearing a normal uniform like others
only GSO (my post) have to wear baju kebaya~!!
opps..i love it..
*one thing i hate..! if i wear the uniform..i look like a malay~!*

i will upload my picture of wearing kebaya
as soon as possible..~!

take care friend..

999

2009-09-08T21:24:00.001-07:00

today is the date of 999
for chinese people...
they love this number very much
lots of rich people will use this 999 number as their car number plate!
cause they believe this number will bring luck to them..

it seems like today was a special for everyone~
everyone wish to have something special for today~
me as well..i really hope what i wish will come true~!!
BUT..no more hope already~!!
all spoil~everytime..i wish i could get something
but in the end...i wont get~!!

i was wonder~was that something bad always follow behind me??
LUCKS no longer follow me
*ever since for child*

-T_T-

tagged

2009-09-07T11:36:00.000-07:00

tagged by tracyfatfat ^_^

Rules:Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with d wedding plan! (:At the end, choose d people u want to be tagged.You have to tag the person who tagged you.If I tagged you, it's because I want to know about you! (:

1. How old are you?
- 19. going to 20 this coming october.

2. Are you single?
- Nope.

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
- 28~30 years old lo!! if my baby still want me..haha

4. Do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?
- I hope so..

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
- Prince Wiliam..can?hehe

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
- still far away!! nvr think of that yet!

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
- beach & traditional lo~

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
- germany, turkey, NY, korea

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
- i think the whole world will come..haha!!

10. Will that include your exes?
- definately..i will invite them 1st..then put them as IMPORTANT GUEST..hahaha

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
-99..长长"久久"

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
- early morning...i love fresh air~!!

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
- country song..kennyG *i will cry when i listen to kennyG music*

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon&fork?knife?
- fine dinner!..

15. Champagne or red wine?
- WINE..

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
- days after the wedding la~!no need work meh!!?? no work no money..no money cannot honeymoon..

17. Money or household items?
- money...no money everything DIE

18. How many kids would you like to have?
- min 2~max 3

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
- i plan to make a movie..hahaha~so tht i can share wif my fren..

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next.
- Grynn Chang..cause she getting married soon~!!

person that i need to know:
-froggie sis
-big sis
-ah sim
-megan yan
-yi wen

DifferenT

2009-09-07T02:11:00.000-07:00

the environment change
the human change
the attitude change
the behavior change
BUT the history, the story was still there~!

my previous post was so dumb~
haiz~cause when i reach my friend house
i dont know everyone~!! SERIOUSLY..
but they know me and my FULL CHINESE NAME
i damn paiseh~! i keep on said..SORRY..
cause i was just to bad..

ALRIGHT~! come back...
after i hang out with them for awhile..
we started to have a conversation..hahaha
*we should start earlier*
we talk about the past..
we ask lots of stupid question..
we share the sweet memory that we used to hang out before..
we take picture
and bla bla bla bla...

i just have some of the picture..
cause they use their phone to take for me~!!
but..i SMART..haha
i ask them to post at facebook and i will go grab it~!! wuhoo..

so here come the pictureshe is Yi Wen..so pretty and fair!
*jealous*

he is Siang Sen..but people call him "ah sim"
nothing much change~
still the same..big big stomach!!
love alcohol :P
*dun look at my face~i know is weird!*

he is ah liang..i just know him ON THE SPOT~!!
he is cute and love to joke..funny as well..haha
we found those branded bag at ah sim house~
and we know we got no money to bought it~!!
so we quickly take picture with those branded bag..hahaha
SEE~im holding the Louis Vuiton Bag...
*hope to have ONE in my life*

Finally~this is me!!
i never make up on that day..
my face look damn weird~!! aarrrggghhh

oh ya~they are still some picture with them..
hope to get it SOON!!

anyway~friendship never end~!!
Love U guys..muakz ^_^

-x.o.x.o-

old bubby friend

2009-09-04T09:09:00.000-07:00

currently me at my old bubby friend house!!

i was like a stupid here!! im serious~

kinda boring here actually..

all those girl n boy are so pretty n nice

but...i dint even know them well..

i just can sit beside looking at them..

i dumb like hell wei~

they sing

they gambling

*i love both active like hell..but i dont know them*

but me sitting in front of my friend lappie n do nothing

i started to regret d la..aiyoyo~!!

*feel like crying now wei!!*

i think i should finish all those drink n go back early!!

haiz~what a night here!!! fuck myself here..hahaha^_^

anyway~a very late post...

good nite friend

last but not least, im so happy to meet you my old friend

good luck in UK..haha

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something happen to MY BLOG

2009-09-03T08:08:00.001-07:00

this few days my line was SUCK

aarrrggghhh

my house area was facing a very very BIG trouble

the main streamxy connection was stole my other people~!

so the whole TAMAN cannot online

*the person who stole the line~you remember!! the whole TAMAN people will come and find you soon..YOU WAIT!!*

besides...i cant get to view my blog!!!

seriously i dont know what i did~

but i dint do anything to my blog~

its just~just cant view!!!

wah~damn angry NOW~!!!

people~please let me know if you guys get to view my blog K?

thanks very much!

重复的日子

2009-08-29T12:03:00.000-07:00

这几天~我还是一样~！
每天过着不是人的生活~
吃饱。。睡。。醒了又吃~
还有。。一直在等电话和回应~
*******************************************
当你没空的时候~就一直希望可以给自己放假
当你太有空的时候~就希望自己可以做些事情！

明天我就要搭飞机会家乡咯~
还蛮开心的~因为我很久没有回家咯~
开始想念妈妈了~！尤其是她煮的菜。。
呵呵^^

好了~好了~不聊咯！
因为明天要搭飞机~
再加上最近身体不是很好~伤心T_T

大家要多注意自己的身子！
不要累坏了~
晚安咯~
*虹*

朋友

2009-08-25T12:01:00.000-07:00

我刚刚读完S.H.E的“爱的三温暖”
刚开始阅读的时候。。觉得很普通！
不过阅读深入的时候。。你会发觉到她们的生活
其实都跟我们一样！！只是她们是明星而已！
我还看到哭叻~！还真是蛮感动的~！
我只能説~ella你好坚强哦！！

读完之后~我发现hebe跟我的性格有点像！
个性很强~脾气也有点怪怪的。。
很有自己的想法。。等等~
一直都只相信自己的看法！
有时候说话很直接~
哈哈~还有很多~说不完拉！！

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回来我的主题！！。。朋友
之前我有聊到我小学的朋友！！
而且也放了两张照片~
现在~我为了要让他们出现在我的blog
因此我去facebook拿了他们的照片！！
*是不是有点坏？*

不过我是真的很想念他们啦~！
怎么说都那么久没联络了~

他是林祥升
目前在英国念书
他在小学的时候~跟我不是很close!
不过我记得他有追过我！哈~“往事不聊太多！”
*死有钱人！下次把我放进你的行李箱好吗？哈*

她是我小学的双胞胎姐妹！
她名叫李凌慧。
小学的时候。。人人都说我们很像！
就连老师也一直叫错名~
不过我们已经习惯了~
我真的很爱她~！嘻嘻

当然还有很小学朋友~我都爱大家啦~！
晚安鲁~！

日子

2009-08-25T00:35:00.000-07:00

这几天我都很有空！
因为我还在找工~
我还真是命苦啊！！
别人有钱念书。但是我要出来找工了！！

为了要解闷~我不停的找工
还有跟我小学的朋友聊天~！
我的朋友还真是有钱
全部都跑去外国念书。。
*朋友啊。。麻烦下次也带我一起去好吗？嘻嘻。。*

还有我虽然只去了一次英国
不过我好想定居在那边！！
就是不知道为什么。。感觉住在那边会很幸福~
头脑会一直怀念在英国的日子..
太想念了~

没什么好写的了~！多多想我吧@.@

*在英国的照片*

Standard six

2009-08-23T01:47:00.000-07:00

i spend my whole day on upgrade my blog and i success!!
yeppie!!
but only the "link" i still confuse dont know how to put on my friend
blog address in there~
can some one teach me please thanks~!

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ok~i have lost contact with my primary school friend!!
for almost more than 4, 5 years!
seriously i miss them like hell
i always recall back all those sweet memory that we spend together~

yes~we all are study at the last class
they always said we dumb cause we hate study
they said we very naughty but this is how we communicate
my primary school was a 5 star school in my town!!
*its true~i never lie!! all parents wish to send their child to my school!!*

a 5 star school will also have the most dumb n stupid student!!
and here we are!! hehe^^

1st picture is Shawn Lee
2nd picture is Megan yan

there are still lots of my friend but i dont have their picture here
"SAD"

shawn lee was currently at australia, melb.
he study international business
*coming back this nov n dec*

megan yan was currently study at SEGI University KL
* i can meet her anytime i want!*

my another friend was currently study at UK!
how i wish everyone was here and we can meet up one day~!

to my standard six friend~
i really miss you guys!!
sob sob T_T

p/s: keep in touchiie~babe!!

teach me please~!

2009-08-22T03:50:00.000-07:00

i just change my blog skin
but~but~but~
i dont know how to edit the side bar!!??

i dont know how to add chatbox
add music, link friend and others!!!

fcuk myself la~i just so dumb till i cannot accept!!
so, someone can just drop by and teach me please~!

i really need you guys HELP!!
sob sob T_T

The Day

2009-08-21T04:20:00.000-07:00

today i when for an interview at Ampang, KL

its a advertising company

emm~it seem to be like damn tough!!

*i mean the training that they provided*

but whatever la~the paid is attractive!!

muahhahaha

after that, we went to chinatown

for breakfast and lunch~

next stop, comic book shop!!

my baby was addicted to comic book~!

he cant even leave without COMIC~aiks

ok~i bought this book for myself!!

S.H.E was a very popular group in Asian country

they are my idol~when i was teenage!hehe^^

Then we went Mid valley for movie~!
as my baby promise me to bring me watch 3D movie!!

YEAH!! should said finally~i get to watch 3D

yes~yes~yes~!!! muahhhahaa

is actually kinda fun~

but while wearing the spec...

i got a bit bit pening!! haha
*we're watching the movie of UP*

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the process of register!!

2009-08-17T23:37:00.000-07:00

you might confuse

"register"
is not the member register or sumthing

it is wedding register!!!

muahhahaha

at first i always told is enage nia

but they said NO!! its call register~!

aiya!whatever la~

till the end~is call married!!

ok~my sister friend (my friend also)

name gary. i just know him not more than 1 days

we hang out together for dinner!!

my sis told me that the next day he will get marry!!

i was like

"huh??i just know you..now u said u wana get married d!!"

anyway congratz to you~gary!! hehe^_^

i dint even know we will attend the register

untill the next day only i know i have to attend too~

its hard for me to explain the process!!

let me show u the picture~^^

the ladies who sit in front of them are like so serious face!!

she said:"this paper its not a normal paper. Once you sign the paper

it is forever for you. If anything happen it will have lots of trouble!

Do you understand?"

They are just so nervous and non stop laughing!!

*we also tak boleh tahan!haha~*

exchange *RINGS*

course that you might need to attend before married
p/s: to my friend who are prepare to get married!

do make sure you have well prepare and make a right decision!

cause its forever in your life time!

work or studying?

2009-08-14T22:06:00.000-07:00

suddenly i have a option now~
should i working
or
future my study?
my baby father ask me not to go for the airasia interview
cause he said~this kind of job cannot work for long term
maybe work till 30 or more then will stop already!
cause i might get married or pregnang or sumthing~

ermmm~its true oso la~actually!
but i love traveling~
besides my family need me now for helping up the financial problem

what should i do now??!!
seriously i confuse now~!

save me please GOD~!

who care??!!~I will try it again~!!

2009-08-11T00:09:00.000-07:00

ok~last month JULY

i went for the airasia interview

there are too many candidates!!

from thailand, the whole malaysia people was here!!

seriously i dont even have confidence on it

cause i know they are pretty than me

taller than me and nice looking!!

whatever~i get in to the final round!!

i was so freaking happy~muahhahahaha

cause i dont even think i will get to final round

i always told that the final round its hard!!

i do prepare lots of question for interview~

lucky me~the judge just ask me some simple questions nia!

after a week~i dint receive any call from airasia!!

i know i wont get it!!

cause lots of ex-crew come for the interview~

haiz~one of my friend from MAS..he get it!!

(of course he get! cause he have 5 years experience)

anyway~this month august

airasia have one more intake!!

so i will go try again~again and again~~!!!

oh ya~i will go along with my friend~~hehe!!

hope both of us will be selected~~!!

pray hard hard NOW~!!

hehe^^

take care friend

-END-

又一次吗？

2009-07-30T21:46:00.000-07:00

我的幸运指数永远不会超过100%
为什么呢？
我的人生永远都是要面对不好的事情
小的时候。。要面对家庭破裂
小学和中学的时候。。每天都要一个人在家
长大了。。希望自己可以找到好一点的工
不过却不能！！。arrrrggggghhhhh

只能不停的问自己。。
为什么
为什么
为什么
为什么

难道自己的命就不能改变吗？
家里面对那么多问题
连我要读书的机会也没有了
现在要出来工作了
一心想要找份好一点的工
但是又被拒绝了

现在是怎样啊？！
一定要把我弄死才甘愿吗？？

日子好难过哦~！
有谁可以为我加加油吗？？

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