can i just quit without permission?
can i just walk away without telling anyone?
can i hate myself of being so dumb?
can i cry out lough in front of everyone?
can i be a fast learner instead of slow?

those question always come out from my mind
when the first day i start working~~!!!
i realize that people trying to aspect on a very high situation on me
should said..they aspect me as a fast learner
but yet im not..
i prefer to be a slow learner cause i want to learn each of the details..
understand more..know more and bla bla bla..

there's a question always inside my heart..
why am i so stupid..so dumb..so bastard?
how come i cannot be more smarter than others??
GOD..could you treat me in fair situation?
i do hope there will be no more question mark in my brain..
PLEASE..i beg u

T___T

can i just quit without permission?
can i just walk away without telling anyone?
can i hate myself of being so dumb?
can i cry out lough in front of everyone?
can i be a fast learner instead of slow?

those question always come out from my mind
when the first day i start working~~!!!
i realize that people trying to aspect on a very high situation on me
should said..they aspect me as a fast learner
but yet im not..
i prefer to be a slow learner cause i want to learn each of the details..
understand more..know more and bla bla bla..

there's a question always inside my heart..
why am i so stupid..so dumb..so bastard?
how come i cannot be more smarter than others??
GOD..could you treat me in fair situation?
i do hope there will be no more question mark in my brain..
PLEASE..i beg u

T___T