FINALLY..my diploma END
and i am empty now
i feel like my life is without future
everyone ask me
"you seriously don't want to further your studies?"
"i think you better study! cause nowadays people need more high education!"

ya ya ya..i know!!..but i have financial problem!!
i know i can get loan..what if my result not good enough??
then they will stop my loan..if they stop my loan then no one can help me paid the fees!!
this is my BIG BIG BIG problem!!

i need a job now..seriously!!
my family need me..without me they cannot survive
i was wonder..when i was young
i need to face all those problem like
broken family
everyday alone at home
no neighbors
no one talk to me
financial problem

every single things i need to arrange by myself
when i was standard two..everything come to me!!
i still remember what my mummy tell me
she said:
your life is totally different with other family or maybe your friend
you are still very young but you need to understand our situation!
i know is hard..but you have to face it

imagine i am still young..but i need to face all the problem!!
"why GOD doesn't give me a better life compare to the others??"
just a bit will do..i will really appreciate!!

p/s: love yourself..love your family..appreciate what you have now!!
don't ever blame anything!!..cause you more happier than me..

FINALLY..my diploma END
and i am empty now
i feel like my life is without future
everyone ask me
"you seriously don't want to further your studies?"
"i think you better study! cause nowadays people need more high education!"

ya ya ya..i know!!..but i have financial problem!!
i know i can get loan..what if my result not good enough??
then they will stop my loan..if they stop my loan then no one can help me paid the fees!!
this is my BIG BIG BIG problem!!

i need a job now..seriously!!
my family need me..without me they cannot survive
i was wonder..when i was young
i need to face all those problem like
broken family
everyday alone at home
no neighbors
no one talk to me
financial problem

every single things i need to arrange by myself
when i was standard two..everything come to me!!
i still remember what my mummy tell me
she said:
your life is totally different with other family or maybe your friend
you are still very young but you need to understand our situation!
i know is hard..but you have to face it

imagine i am still young..but i need to face all the problem!!
"why GOD doesn't give me a better life compare to the others??"
just a bit will do..i will really appreciate!!

p/s: love yourself..love your family..appreciate what you have now!!
don't ever blame anything!!..cause you more happier than me..