Tuesday, March 3, 2009
lucks never come near me.. @ 2:17 AM
zoe always said to me :"dont always think that you are useless or brainless..! i can pass all the subject just because of luck only..!! maybe your luck dint come near you yet!!..dont think untill so bad la..!! i can pass all the subject just because of luck!!.."
i always like to put myself in a bad situation..i always think negatif side..
but meen always ask me to think positive side..
meen said:" although we already know ourselves..or maybe we already will will happen to us..just keep think on positive side..it will make the changes..! no need to worry too much..everything will be done..just THINK POSITIVE..OK??!!"
ok..i do trust what zoe and meen said to me..so i wait...of course by the time im study hard for my exam...
finally i pass all my paper except ONE..DRAMA..WTF!!!...
but seriously said..i not really study that subject..because that i got two paper to handle...
so i not really concentrate on this subject!!!...i more concentrate on media and advertising...
iiissshhhh...i should concentrate on BOTH..
lucky i pass my electronis publishing paper..
this is the first time i resit and i PASS..yeah!!..so so so HAPPY..
actually that day when i exam this resit paper..i got another main paper...
public opinion and persuasion..
before the exam..ms normah( our lecturer)..
she tell us that this paper got a lot of people FAIL..MY GOD..
because..we have to LINK all the related point to the questions..so its very HARD..!!
somemore she said...there is no tips..because we have to study the whole chapter..n memorize it!
my god..two paper on the same day..somemore both paper also DAMN HARD..
cause i have to memorize that both subject...WTF!!
when i answering the paper for p.o&p..
i though that i will fail that subject..
cause i got no confidence at all..my brain STUCK...i cannot really recall back all the points that i memorize..i just write whatever i know to the answer sheet!!..aarrrgghhh...
after i finish answering all..i feel like crying!!..cause it really suffer...
yesterday..result release..
before i know my result..i keep telling alvin that i will fail a lot of subject..
cause they are almost all the paper..i got no confidence to pass..
but only ms lim subject...i got confidence...
imagine..i take 6 subject last semester and only one subject i got confidence...
how sad!!...aaarrrggghhh...
alvin keep telling me that..i sure can pass all..
if really that bad luck also...i will just fail one subject...
aarrrggghhh...i not dare to think about that much already..
untill yesterday...when i reach the class...christopher tell me..shiyi get all A's is her exam..
my god..she is so smart!!..at first i though the result will release on noon..who know!!!...shiyi can check d..GOD...
so meen also use her PDA to check the result...
she get 2A and 3B plus resit paper...
then she help zoe to check her result...
she get 2A, 1C and 1C-...although she got one subject fail..but this is her first time fail..
so its ok..once she study hard then can pass already...i trust her..she smart..not like me..
then i ask meen to help me check..
i keep on waiting..waiting..and waiting..
cause the line is not so good...
jeng jeng jeng...i saw my name..LAM CHING HOONG
meen they all said dont want to see my result..they want me see by myself..
but they ask me to read out my result...(is the same la..!!hehe^^)
1st..PR writing..i get B-
2nd.Public opinion and persuasion..i get C+
3rd..production and publication..i get B+
4rd..media and advertising..i get B
RESIT SUBJECT
1st..electronic publishing..i get C
2rd..Drama..i get C-..(means fail..i have to resit AGAIN)
imagine..if my drama also get C..means i pass all the subject..
but this is also the first time i pass all the main subject...
i should be happy...
but anyway...i will put all my effort in this semester..
cause i want to graduate and take picture with all my PR course mate...
and i want to continue my degree at Lim Kok Weng University...
oh god...just give me some lucks..
i need your lucks tohelp me pass all the subject..
i need your lucks to graduate with all my PR cpurse mates..
i need your lucks to become a successful WOMEN...
just spread some lucks for me..thanks..
study hard..!!..