Alvin just go back this morning...aiks!!
the same thing i do...CRY again!!
Fuck myself la..shit!!
but i din cry in front of him la..
aiyo..tried to control myself not to cried d!!
but i still.....CRIED..=="
sumore this is not the first time i cried because of him!!
My class finish at 1pm..after tht i go zoe n sharmeen house eat and hang out..
after finish i back hostel..
i very headache and non stop "coafing".. (duno how to spell!!hehe)
i feel lik im fever soon..
so i go sleep for awhile..
when i wake was almost 6pm..
i canot take it..i damn miss him!!
so i make a call for him..
my sound was very bad..cz i sore throats!!
but actually when i heard his voice..my tears come out d!!
"how can i stop depend on him and start take care of myself instead of taking care by him!!"
aiks...speechless!!
sudenly i nt dare to phone him or sms him!! cz i noe i will cry straight away!!
many of my fren scold me!! They said i canot always depend on him..
cz he is still not my husband yet and bla bla bla bla..
(cheh..u think i will care meh!! i just noe i LOVE HIM very very much only..aiks)
AIYO...stop CRY-ing..start STUDY-ing!!
CANOT FAIL MORE THAN 4 SUBJECT & CANNOT GET F IN EXAM!!
STUDY HARD BABE...
PS: 24 december alvin will come find me again!!hehe
cz he wana celebrate christmas n new year wif me!!
YEAH!! start from 2mr...11 days to go!!
i cant wait for tht day..

Alvin just go back this morning...aiks!!
the same thing i do...CRY again!!
Fuck myself la..shit!!
but i din cry in front of him la..
aiyo..tried to control myself not to cried d!!
but i still.....CRIED..=="
sumore this is not the first time i cried because of him!!
My class finish at 1pm..after tht i go zoe n sharmeen house eat and hang out..
after finish i back hostel..
i very headache and non stop "coafing".. (duno how to spell!!hehe)
i feel lik im fever soon..
so i go sleep for awhile..
when i wake was almost 6pm..
i canot take it..i damn miss him!!
so i make a call for him..
my sound was very bad..cz i sore throats!!
but actually when i heard his voice..my tears come out d!!
"how can i stop depend on him and start take care of myself instead of taking care by him!!"
aiks...speechless!!
sudenly i nt dare to phone him or sms him!! cz i noe i will cry straight away!!
many of my fren scold me!! They said i canot always depend on him..
cz he is still not my husband yet and bla bla bla bla..
(cheh..u think i will care meh!! i just noe i LOVE HIM very very much only..aiks)
AIYO...stop CRY-ing..start STUDY-ing!!
CANOT FAIL MORE THAN 4 SUBJECT & CANNOT GET F IN EXAM!!
STUDY HARD BABE...
PS: 24 december alvin will come find me again!!hehe
cz he wana celebrate christmas n new year wif me!!
YEAH!! start from 2mr...11 days to go!!
i cant wait for tht day..